Not Happy Jan!

I haven't lost anything since yesterday which sucks because I only had 376 cals yesterday. I better see movement on the scales tomorrow. Doesn't look like I am going to lose the weight before my mother gets here tomorrow which means I am going to have a gain because I have to eat to appear 'normal'. Which totally sucks. Well I am off to do more study.

JB
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