Hey Lovelies, Wtf the numbers keep going up. Up another 300 grams today. But how. How can I gain off 970cals. I look puffy amd gross so I'm hoping it is water weight. Still this is not the way I wanted to be heading into Christmas. I am supposed to be losing not gaining FUCK. I'm angry. I hate myself and I hate my body. I used to be scared of food now I just keep making excuses about wuy I can eat stuff. That needs to stop. 113kg or under by the 13th fatty. Well I better go and do the Chridtmas food shop online before I get to my station. Much Love , JB xoxo
You've done it before, you can get there again.
ReplyDeleteGood luck :)
Si xx