Feeling good!

Wow what a day! I got marks bark for an assignment and I got a high distinction. The best mark I have ever received since high school. I may have lost a friend over a facebook post but I really do not care and found the whole thing amusing as fuck. And the student loan I applied for came through and they over payed me 3X the amount I requested so had to deal with that. But I have been to darn excited about my marks to be bothered by anything today even my bad day yesterday. The laxatives I took last night worked well through the day and my calorie intake for the day is 168 and I went for a walk which burned 174 calories. So hoping for a half decent result on the scales tomorrow. Yay I also finally found the measuring tape, so I can do that on Friday and see if and how much I have lost since I did it 2 weeks ago. Well I am beat just been studying all night and have a big study session planned for tomorrow.

Night night all

JB
xoxo

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  1. Nasimiyu1 November 2011 at 17:57

    congrats on the good marks! and the loan coming thru... and sorry about the friend stuff, but I'm sure it will all work out! x

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