Right! business time!

And so it begins! So far only 1/4 through all the salt water I need to drink in the next 20 mins ewwwwwwww. Already want to vomit. Ok the scales were waiting for me this morning. 3.2 kgs gained since the 25th of January shit, although less then I expected. Ok so goal weight for the 28th of February is 88.5 kgs and I need to lose 8.4 kgs to reach that. Totally doable as long as I behave myself on the binge front. Food is not thy friend, food is thy enemy. Welcome to my 23rd follower :). If I am not following anyone's blog please let me know in the comment box I do not mean to neglect you. Well I best be off to chug down the rest of this vile mixture.

JB
xoxo

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