Gain, gain, gain!

Been away for the weekend ate gained more. None of my family members even noticed that I was 15 kgs lighter then when they saw me last. Got family coming over today will probably have to eat, hope they are gone by tomorrow then I can at least lose a bit in the 3 day's before yet more family stuff. They are killing me. I yearn for uni to start even though I know I will not be at the weight I wanted to start back with but it will be easier to restrict and I will be at the gym so hopefully I will get some dramatic weight loss then. Well I am going to clean up before they all get here.

JB
xoxo

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  1. Nasimiyu14 February 2012 at 03:07

    Family is the worst thing for weight loss! there's always food around! I'm sorry they didn't notice. It actually took losing quite a bit before anyone noticed for me, mostly because they saw me kind of often and the change sneaked up on them. Anyway, sorry about the gain, but hope gym was/is good! xox

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