Nooooooooo

Oh the horror :o my scales are broken so I don't know how much I weigh fuck fuck. This is killing me and I cannot buy a new one for at least a week. Well the past 2 days were okish considering. Friday I consumed 990 calories and burnt off 940 leaving me with 50 calories net for the day. Yesterday I consumed 1,158 calories and burnt off 260 leaving me with 898 calories for the day. The worst news of all is that my mother is staying here for over a week nooooooooo. I am determined not to stack it back on while she is here. Today I am restricting as hard as I can. I am not going over 500 calories today no matter what. Will not be hard as she is out for the day. I will be away all day Tuesday so I won't have to eat much and possibly Wednesday plus I plan on joining the gym this week (hope they have scales there). Might start going for afternoon/evening walks again. Well got more family coming over.

JB
xoxo

Comments

  1. Nasimiyu20 February 2012 at 18:10

    oh my gosh, that sucks, sorry about the scale... good luck with food and gym!

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  2. Anonymous22 February 2012 at 03:02

    That sucks about the scale but if you're awesome over the next week then you might get a nice surprise when you get the scales back and see an awesome figure!

    Si xx

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