Hi Lovelies,

Sorry I haven't posted anything for day kids have been home sick. On my phone now and I  hate blogging with it its so hard.  Don't know what weight is new s ales are useless. Calories are up and down sometimes 350 sometimes newrly 800. Just wa.t.to go to gym or run but i am sick so trying to be good and let myself get better. Theres not too much to say. Hope everyone is well.

JB
Xoxo

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  1. Bella4 June 2015 at 00:52

    Do you have the Blogger app? It's not like they advertise it, but it's a million times easier than trying to use it in the browser. Also, writing it in notes and copy-pasting it to post it can make things easier.

    I hope you (and kids) feel better soon. It's definitely a good move to have a few days off the gym. The last thing you need is for exercise to make things worse.

    Take care <3
    xxxx

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  2. Anonymous4 June 2015 at 08:54

    Feel better hon

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