I forgot to mention that I've had an insane idea that I'm going to try to eat like a normal person this week and not restrict my calories. Im going to eat healthy food and try and listen to my body's cues of when I'm full. Haha doomed to fail but at least I'll know for sure.
Happy BIrthday to me......................... Blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
A heap of friends have wished me a happy birthday and told me to have a great day. Well I won't there is food involved and my weight is not where I wanted it to be. But I plaster the fake smile on my face and say "awwwww thankyou". I am so depressed about today I am 29 and still horrendously fat, who would want to celebrate that? I just want to go to sleep until sunday when mum leaves again so I can avoid all the food and focus on getting thin and boney. Well that is all. JB xoxo
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