Gah think I am getting sick there's something sweeping around my sons class. On other news I am doing alright, eating between 900-1200 calories a day. Gave up on the  1600-1800 just too fucking much. Finally today I am not sore at all. Back at gym tomorrow and I am not going to go as hard as I did last week since I couldn't exercise for another week does not seem prudent to push myself one day and be useless the next 6.  Went  to a kids party today and consumed water and 3 slices of watermelon yay being vegan and there being nothing for me to eat. Plus I do not like eating around people. Well I have an assignment to work on. I guess I should go get started.

JB
xoxo

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