Feeling like shit.

Stupid scales and/or stupid body still hovering around 90kgs which is impossible I have to be losing, I just have to be. I am consuming under 800 calories everyday and eating nothing but low fat and healthy foods. I am in I do not care mood today which means I am dangerously close to binging. I am not losing anyways so whats the fucking point.

JB

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  1. Anonymous28 March 2012 at 06:52

    It's just a plateau, don't worry. I experienced one for a couple weeks before I started losing again. It's discouraging, but the weight will start coming off again soon. Hang in there :)

    All my support,
    Dainty

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