Feeling so much better today for two reasons 1) I have lost 1kg in the past 5 days which is astonishing since I have been eating poorly and 2) I am back to restricting. Now I was going to keep it under 500 calories today but the hot cross buns kept saying eat me and I succumbed to weakness but still 688 calories all up today is not too bad. My mother is coming to stay the weekend again so there is today, tomorrow and Friday I can super restrict. I would love to lose at least 1.6kgs by then so want to be out of the 90's. And I am only 1.3 pounds away from being out of the 200 pound range!!!!!! Also only 800 grams from being out of the obese BMI. A whole lot of milestones all coming super soon. Now with the excess skin issue I think maybe since alot of my relatives are fairly well off they might pay for the surgery or loan me the money so fuck it full steam ahead. Well I am going to force myself to go to sleep now.

JB
xoxo

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  1. Louise21 March 2012 at 04:46

    congrats babe keep up the good work!!!

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  2. Nasimiyu21 March 2012 at 11:50

    grats on the loss, Josie! and you'll be losing that 800 grams in no time. That's a wonderful milestone! xo

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