Hi Lovelies,

When I weighed in this morning the scales said I had lost 1.5 kgs. I'm not getting excited because I think it was a false reading. I'm so far behind in my study for this exam.  I have not cooked all the meals I should have by now. I have been a bitch to my lovely boyfriend. Basically today is not great. I have felt unwell and off all day. I think its because I'm constipated. Going to have a cup of senna tea soon so hopefully I'll have some movement's tomorrow.

Food has been ok but not great. The food I am eating is really good and nutrient dense unfortunately my calories are too high. Last night I skipped dinner to drink with the girls. Got drunk really fast and didnt drink too much. Today I sacrificed lunch for a few drinks tonight. I'm consuming what myfittnesspal has recommended basically which is 1440 cals.

I look forward to hopefully a real reading tomorrow. Would love todays to be true because then I'm only 2.2kgs off my birthday goal.

Well better get back to study.

Much Love,
JB
xoxo

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