Ooops I went away for a few days and gained 2 kgs. FUCKITY FUCK. Well I gained 1 kg over a space of three days and the other kg I gained all yesterday. Yesterday was horrendous, it was like I was challenging myself to eat all that I could plus some more. I binged on low cal curry and then polished off a 6pack of hot cross buns loaded with margarine. Anyways I am over whatever that was, well I know what that was it was an emotional release of the pregnancy scare. I have been feeling nauseous and lethargic for days and had myself freaked that I was pregnant. I peed on the stick yesterday and it said negative phewwwwwwwww. Well I have a week and a half to revise for 3 exams eeeeeek. So enough dribbling from me I have to get back to it.

JB
xoxo

Comments

  1. Anonymous11 April 2012 at 04:43

    You'll be okay, those 2kgs cant be permanent over just a few days..
    Weigh yourself when you're back into your normal routine and see how you go!

    Si xx

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  2. Run11 April 2012 at 13:39

    Them 2kgs will come back off in no time.
    I'm meant to be revising for exams too... Yuck though haha. xx

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