Tragedy

I am lamenting the tragic untimely death of my scales today. Will have to wait until Tuesday to replace them, oh the horror. Have not posted in over a week. Been struggling with food eating around 1200 calories a day, this must stop. Must break past 87kg. I have been going up and down between 87 and 89 for weeks now. I need to crack the 86 mark. Been sick with this chesty thing so have not been able to exercise, it is driving me nuts. I had a huge binge/purge session on Tuesday, it was disgusting should tide me over for another 2-3 months until my next one. I think I am depressed atm all I want to do is lay in bed. My house is a disgrace because of this, I have to clean today because people are coming over tonight (surely a blessing). I am going out for dinner with mothers from my son's class. I don't want to I have nothing in common with these woman. I have checked the menu and I am going to have a greek salad with no fetta, no dressing and some mineral water. Must get my calories under control again. Today's goal is 800cals. Well that is all for now.

JB
xoxo