Grin for Thin

Hi Lovelies, Well yesterday sucked! I was in a mood about my weight all day. Then the teenager and his gf pissed me off no end. Then to top it off I get an email at nearly 4pm from the real estate saying they are showing property valuers through at 2pm today. So there goes all my plans so I had to clean most of last night and the rest of today before they get here. Which I don't mind cleaning but mean I can't do the cardio class I wanted to do today. So going to the gym tonight to do cardio. We had take out last night and stupid me out of all the healthier options like subway or sushi, I decide to go with the unhealthy one of nasi goreng which is like 700 and something calories. So yesterday I ate around 1400 calories and only burnt off 500 at the gym. No wonder I am gaining, stupid fat bitch. The only positive I am taking from today is that I will be moving heaps. I'm about to go do the yard work because my son and partner did a shit job, stupid males and there ...

Hi Lovelies, I'm fucking depressed today. I gained 1.5kgs in 2 days. I cannot figure out how. The calorie intake doesn't make sense for me to have gained. Tuesday I ate around 1200-1300 calories and burnt nearly 900 at the gym. Yesterday I ate under 800 calories but didn't go to the gym so where did the weight come from. Sorry got nothing else to add today. JB xoxo

Hi Lovelies, OMG everything hurts. I'm so wrecked and so glad that I'm  having a rest day tomorrow lol. Except I'm going out tonight which means walking several blocks each way which I'm dreading lol my thighs are dead. Oh well suck it up princess. I ended up burning 1330 cals yesterday doing 30 minutes on the bike, a tabata class and a boxing class. I consumed just under 700 by memory. And I lost 1.5kgs so yay. Today I did 20 mins on the bike, a rowing class and a zumba class total of 898 cals burnt so yay. Now to have a shower, wax my scary eyebrows and put makeup on. Much love JB Xoxo

Hi Lovelies, How is everyone? Well it's been awhile since my last post. I have had people around me all the time lately. This week is my last week of solitude for two weeks again because of school holidays next week. On the plus side the teenager is going interstate for a week so will just be my son and I yay.  Ok so I have lost control with food atm. Can't manage to get back to 350 cals intake. I jump from 600 to 1000. I have been working out like a beast. I was doing well last week and lost a bit of weight until Saturday. Spent two hours at the gym and nearly burnt 1000 calories and haven't had anything to eat. Decided to have vodka for dinner. Bad idea, drunk heaps so many calories and then drunk ate. Was so hungover yesterday I let myself eat KFC gah. So I finally hit the 20kg los last week and then I fucking sabotaged it. I'M up 600 grams boo. Already burned off 736 cals at gym this morning and going to do a boxing class tonight so hopefully will get rid o...

Hi Lovelies, Finally can get back to my routine of having the house to myself in the days again. Ok update of weekend time. We had a wonderful time on our day trip and done heaps of tourist stuff. Calories were horrendous. They go like this: Friday 1288 in - 633 burnt = 655 (not too bad) Saturday 2093 - ? lots of walking = Lets call it 2093 cos I don't know Sunday 899 - 0 burnt = 899 (Don't like ever going above 800 so I consider this a shitty intake) Since yesterday I have been working out like a mofo at the gym. Although my calories burnt don't really match how I feel. I can barely walk today. Yesterday I did my usual program and then a kettlebell class for 45 mins- total burn 578, and ate 345 calories. So that left me with a deficit of 233. I gained 800 grams from the weekend. Lost 500 grams since yesterday. I have already watched all of "Orange is the new black" season 3 and about to watch the last episode GoT. So sad I will have to find a...

Morning Lovelies, Sorry I have been absent. House got sick. Also my partner is having a 10 day break. Thank god everything goes back to normal in 3 days. So I have this weird thing when I am sick. I go into total comfort eating mode and eat whatever I want. I think it stems to the emotional trauma from being a really sick kid always in and out of hospital. Anyway I ate like a fiend. Finally got a chance to weigh myself yesterday. Was terrified that I put heaps back on. So stepped on waited for it to flash the numbers at me and............... Only 900 gram gain wtf awesome. I mean a gain sucks but when I was expecting so much worse. Yesterday's intake wasn't great 840 calories in and burnt 245calories at the gym. Would have been worse except I threw up most of dinner. Not on purpose just happened. Also my boobs are so sore and I have had cramps. Kinda worried I might be pregnant but keep pushing that thought aside because just don't want to deal with it.  Don't ...

Hi Lovelies, Sorry I haven't posted anything for day kids have been home sick. On my phone now and I  hate blogging with it its so hard.  Don't know what weight is new s ales are useless. Calories are up and down sometimes 350 sometimes newrly 800. Just wa.t.to go to gym or run but i am sick so trying to be good and let myself get better. Theres not too much to say. Hope everyone is well. JB Xoxo

Hi Lovelies, Gah what is the point. In five days all I lost was 800grams. Brought new scales today but they are crappy ones but they will do. I am now officially finished for the semester and am on break. All I want to do is make a lentil soup and I bought a pack of dry lentils and now can't find them anywhere. FUCK LIFE. Intake has been up and down. Will post week 3 's table tomorrow. Only went to gym twice last week. Going again this afternoon. I feel like shit and just want to comfort eat so bad. I was pasta and ice-cream again. But nope I am determined to workout like a beast again this week and get better at restricting. Yesterday I ate 799 calories.. Such a fat ass. I have nothing else to say. JB xoxo