Yay finally got through my plateau and lost 1kg. Managed to keep calories yesterday under 300 so happy about that. Not eating too much today is going to be easy as I have been at uni since this morning and won't get home til after 5 due to exam. Tomorrow is concerning though as I will be home all day with my son, boyfriend and his kids so will habe to be appear as if I am eating gah. Need to cime up with a sneaky food disposal method where I can take food into my room as if I am eating it and stash it til I get the chance to throw it away in the big bins. Well better get back to revising. God I hate exams.

JB
Xoxo

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