Hi Lovelies,

Day 5! Stupid body is resisting change. Last two days only lost 200 grams each day. Oh well at least it is going down. Eventually tmy body will stop being stubborn and the numbers should start falling.

Day 4 went pretty well. Didn't feel too much hunger. Work was ok. Brain went awry at points and I forgot what I was saying. Got a headache later in the day that dissipayed eventually.

Have a job interview this morning and need to leave in 4 mins so better go and chug my breakfast glass down.

Love JB xoxo

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