First post of 2017!

Not a lot to report. I gained 4 kgs over December which sucks but in all honesty I was expecting more. I'm doing veganuary which is a social movement which as the name suggests is going vegan for January. I've lost 1 kg so far. I'm not calorie counting atm just getting through the detox phase. I am having mangoes for breakfast, Buddha bowls for dinner and sultanas and fruit for snacks.

Went back to work after the break yesterday and smashed it. I am good at telemarketing and not sure how I feel about that. It is good to know I am good at my job but this job? I tried to get another call centre job last month, was looking like I would then my former boss fucked me over with a bad referee. Asshole! After he offered to be a referee for me and then he throws me under the bus. I am stuck right now. I am trying to figure out what to do next. I am thinking to just hang out where I am this year. The money isn't too bad and it's part time. I plan to rejoin my gym and just spend this opportunity really getting my body into shape.

Well that is my update for now. Going to eat my mangoes and catch up on everyone's blogs.

Bye bye for now,
JB
xoxo

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  1. Bella4 January 2017 at 13:54

    Your former boss is a bit of an ass! I thought the whole point of asking people to be referees was to make sure they wouldn't do that...?!

    All the best for 2017 <3

    xx

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