Hi Lovelies,
Uni is killing me. I'm drowning atm. So much to do so little time. Right now I'm trying to read Roland Barthes Rhetoric of the image and seriously it might as well be written in hieroglyphics. No idea what the fuck he is saying. Grrrr hate this creative class I am not a creative minded person at all. I like numbers and analysis. I have twajor assignments due late next week and I think I'm going to ask to have next week off my internship to be able to get it done.
Also I don't think I like the fitbit scales. They seem to read vastly different numbers day by day. For instance yesterday they said I'm 118.6 and today up to 119.8. My intake was under 900cals yesterday and I moved around heaps so wtf. I'm finally getting back to gym for the first time in forever. I'll check thier scales and see what it says all I've had today is a large skinny cappucino (80) so shouldnt alter my weight too much. My partner has been noticing I'm not eating during the day. I just tell him that I have been so busy that I forget to eat. Who cares if he knows anyway he can't stop me. Worse thing that can happen is he gets mad at me big whoop. Dont care I just need to lose weight I cant handle being huge anymore its killing me.
Ok my train is here so going to go read more of this crap.
Much Love
JB
Xoxo
Uni is killing me. I'm drowning atm. So much to do so little time. Right now I'm trying to read Roland Barthes Rhetoric of the image and seriously it might as well be written in hieroglyphics. No idea what the fuck he is saying. Grrrr hate this creative class I am not a creative minded person at all. I like numbers and analysis. I have twajor assignments due late next week and I think I'm going to ask to have next week off my internship to be able to get it done.
Also I don't think I like the fitbit scales. They seem to read vastly different numbers day by day. For instance yesterday they said I'm 118.6 and today up to 119.8. My intake was under 900cals yesterday and I moved around heaps so wtf. I'm finally getting back to gym for the first time in forever. I'll check thier scales and see what it says all I've had today is a large skinny cappucino (80) so shouldnt alter my weight too much. My partner has been noticing I'm not eating during the day. I just tell him that I have been so busy that I forget to eat. Who cares if he knows anyway he can't stop me. Worse thing that can happen is he gets mad at me big whoop. Dont care I just need to lose weight I cant handle being huge anymore its killing me.
Ok my train is here so going to go read more of this crap.
Much Love
JB
Xoxo
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