Thank god my appetite has gone again. Yesterday was good only consumed 535 calories. Today has been good so far only 73 calories and its 6pm. Gonna have a work out soon. Woot!!!! Feels good to be empty. My libido is back something fierce too which is great. I am more motivated when it is fired up, plus I have a boy coming over to play with next week so need to get as firm and stomach as flat as I can in 5 days. I worked out that it is 28 weeks until my birthday and I have 28 kgs to lose so 1kg a week is totally reachable. Hellz Yeah girls I'm back.
Hmmmm 2 lectures to listen too and 5 chapters to summarise. I am already two days behind where I wanted to be. Besides watch biggest loser tonight and stopping for an hour to do a mammoth clean I will not leave my desk until I get the basic concepts of economics figured out. I hate economics so much. Still have to study for Law and Accounting. The panic is rising steadily and it is lodged in my throat atm, making me feel like I could throw up at any moment. I did something bad last night. I played around on cam with ex who has a girlfriend. What is wrong with me? I don't want to be one of those women that pursue other women's men. My loneliness is getting to the scary time where I start doing stupid and selfish things to get a feel good to ease the feelings of loneliness :(. Still flirting ith the vegan guy who at least is available but who knows where or if that will lead to. Well I lost 500 grams since yesterday but still 2.5kgs in 3 days is pretty good. Only 1kg away from w...
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