Grin for Thin

Hi Lovelies, GAHHHHHHHHHHH supposed to be working on an assignment but nooooooooo stupid phone won't work so trying to fix it. Had to ask for next week off from my internship to get all these assignments done. Oh I applied for this super amazing sounding job so fingers crossed I get it. Other news still fat, always going to be fat. Feeling emo today. I lose a few hundred grams one day and they are back the next and so on and so forth. Even when I eat under 1000 cals so WTF. Other news been back to the gym twice this week so that is something. Sorry I am in a pissy mood so I am going now. Much love, JB XOXO

Hi Lovelies,  Uni is killing me. I'm drowning atm. So much to do so little time. Right now I'm trying to read Roland Barthes Rhetoric of the image and seriously it might as well be written in hieroglyphics. No idea what the fuck he is saying. Grrrr hate this creative class I am not a creative minded person at all. I like numbers and analysis. I have twajor assignments due late next week and I think I'm going to ask to have next week off my internship to be able to get it done. Also I don't think I like the fitbit scales. They seem to read vastly different numbers day by day. For instance yesterday they said I'm 118.6 and today up to 119.8. My intake was  under 900cals yesterday and I moved around heaps so wtf. I'm finally getting back to gym for the first time in forever. I'll check thier scales and see what it says all I've had today is a large skinny cappucino  (80) so shouldnt alter my weight too much. My partner has been noticing I'm not eati...

Hi Lovelies, Gah how long has it been since I posted last I cant remember. Fucking put 4 kgs on since last post. Angry at myself. Started back on my diet again. Going to be diligent so I can lose as much as I can in 3 months until my graduation. Still going to look like a heifer bitch. Still loving my internship. Really hope they give me a job there. Really want to work in search and social media. Totally fucking exhausted atm though. I never get a day off. I'm slammed 7 days a week and lucky to get my weekend sleep ins atm. Can't wait for mid semester so I can live in my jammies 3 days a week. Had some dramas with the teenager but got throughbit and he seems to be in a better place now. Well got nothing else to say. Much love, JB Xoxo