Grin for Thin

Just took my son to get McDonalds for a treat and I got nothing yay for willpower!

Wow, over twelve months since I last posted anything on here. What can I say, I went away, stopped obsessing over food and got fat, like morbidly obese fat. I have never been so big in my life. At first I didn't care (at least that's the lie I told myself). I was happy, lost myself in my relationship and we both were content and both put on weight. Now I am not so content and it has nothing to do with him. The voice is back in my head........ Her voice. And oh how I have missed it. She opened her bony arms to me and I came running back to her, promising to do better this time, not to be weak and give up this time. the sad thing is I feel so much more at peace with myself and the world now I am active in my eating disorder again. So there it is I am back. Have been back for a few weeks, reading everyone's posts but feeling too unworthy to post anything myself. Unfortunately my body is rebelling my return and my weight loss has been pitiful. At the moment it is a Mexican...