Today is the start of week 2. I am finishing week 1 on a depressing note. The number keeps going up. Gained 200 grams since yesterday. I wasn't perfect but I thought I'd still be under 1000. My logged foods were 650cals and then I had a few bites of this and that yesterday. I need to stop mindless eating. I was looking to lose 5kgs but instead came in at 3.5kgs. That is still a good number and means I'm only 6.5kgs off my November goal. I need to stay focused this week and really stick to my calories. I think I will set my calorie limit to 800cals a day max. I haven't had the euphoric empty feeling yet. Going to spend some time on me this morning now that I am finally at home alone. Then this afternoon I'll chuck on the aircon because it is 33 degrees celsius and some music and get some housework done.

JB
xoxo

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  1. Bella7 November 2016 at 15:25

    3.5kgs in a week is a huge loss! As is 10kg in a month. It mightn't seem like much losing a few hundred grams every day or two, but it really adds up in the long run.

    33°c sound luxurious. We're only getting a max of 18 today. Summer sure is taking it's time getting here this year.

    xx

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  2. Josie7 November 2016 at 19:58

    Thanks for the kind words Bella. I am starting again at such a large weight that 3.5kgs is only 2.5% of my body weight.

    I hope you are doing well.

    JB xoxo

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