Maybe I do want help. I exposed my secret to my fiance. I'm totally vulnerable now. I'm freaking out. I'm scared to let my ED go. It works I lose weight. Now I'm scared I'll put all the weight back on. Oh fuck what have I done. I can't take it back now. Fuck fuck fuck.

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