Grin for Thin

So it begins uni starts back today. Wouldn't be so bad but I pinched a nerve in my neck 4 days ago and it is still killing me, so the idea of sitting in uncomfortable chairs for 4 hours is not doing it for me. I cancelled my booty call the other night because of it oh and the gym assessment now I have to wait until next Monday for that. I am going to go for a swim and sun bake after uni today and might have my booty call tomorrow. Right now I am too sore to care. But my mother left yesterday so yay can get back on track now. Yesterday was 800 calories. JB xoxo

Hi girls!!! I finally have a chance to post quickly on here. Ok with the exception of yesterday (2186) I have behaved myself with food and kept my calories within 1000-1200 per day while mum's been here. I am pretty proud of myself for this. I have no idea what I weigh atm scales are still stuffed. I joined the gym the other day and am having an assessment in 2 days so I will find out then. I am scared. On other news a friend who is a guy whom I have had sex with a few times invited me around to his tomorrow night for some "fun" so am looking forward to that but also very nervous as it has been a long time since we have done anything, like over  a year. So tomorrow I am eating as little as possible so hopefully my stomach will be as flat as I can get it. Thanks girls for the lovely comments you are treasures. JB xoxo

Oh the horror :o my scales are broken so I don't know how much I weigh fuck fuck. This is killing me and I cannot buy a new one for at least a week. Well the past 2 days were okish considering. Friday I consumed 990 calories and burnt off 940 leaving me with 50 calories net for the day. Yesterday I consumed 1,158 calories and burnt off 260 leaving me with 898 calories for the day. The worst news of all is that my mother is staying here for over a week nooooooooo. I am determined not to stack it back on while she is here. Today I am restricting as hard as I can. I am not going over 500 calories today no matter what. Will not be hard as she is out for the day. I will be away all day Tuesday so I won't have to eat much and possibly Wednesday plus I plan on joining the gym this week (hope they have scales there). Might start going for afternoon/evening walks again. Well got more family coming over. JB xoxo

Gah missed the 500 gram loss by 100 grams haha. Not to phased I have lost 2.6 kgs in 3 days which is pretty epic. The 600-800 calories seems to working well for me. I have semi worked out that I will burn at least 950 calories today so that makes me feel less stressed about the fact I will have to eat hot chips for lunch. I will be gone until tomorrow night but then mum will be staying that night so probably won't be able to weigh in or get on here until Sunday or Monday eeeek. But then I think I am free from family and stuff for awhile and I will be at the gym next week cannot wait. I was looking through catalogues  yesterday and there were these cute skinny jeans. I doubt I will be ready for skinny jeans this winter but next winter its on!!!!!. Well better hurry up and go. JB xoxo 16th of February Food Breakfast: Banana smoothie (195) Lunch: 4 rice cakes with soy cream cheese, avocado, tomato and alfalfa (287) Dinner: Soup (100) Snacks: Peaches (38), Apple (72), tea wit...

As the title suggests I am not a morning person. I have to get up every morning but I do not derive any pleasure. Although since giving up the coffee I am no longer a snappy bitch in the morning which my son enjoys. I lost another 900 grams amazing. But alas I started my periods last night and after too days of massive weight loss I am not expecting much tomorrow (although secretly I am hoping for 500 grams). So a bit put off as I have to go spend time with family again from tomorrow until Sunday which means eating. Although tomorrow we are going to a theme park which limits my food choices as I am vegan I will suffer hot chips and hope I burn it off with the at least 4 hours of walking that will be undertaken whilst there. Then I am just to try and have only salads for dinner and lunches post tomorrow and for breakfast I will stick with my smoothies. I have 6.5 kgs to lose for my February 28th deadline do not think it is possible but I am still going to try my harde...

First off thank you  Christina  and  Nasimiyu  for the support your the best. Well lost 1.3 kgs since yesterday very impressed. I was getting scared as I was creeping closer back to the 100kg mark and I never want to be in triple digits again. Had nightmares so feeling a little out of sorts right now but it will pass I am still half asleep. I have been off the coffee now for 9 days, enjoying the fact that half my daily calories are no longer getting consumed by coffee and that I am no longer caffeine's bitch. I am still suffering the headaches though. Well I better get my son ready and off to school now. Ciao for now. JB xoxo 14th of February Food Breakfast: Banana Smoothie (195) Lunch: 4 thin rice cakes with soy cream cheese, avocado, tomato and alfalfa (353) Dinner: Soup (67) Snacks: 2 peaches (76) and a1 1/2 dragon fruit (90)  Exercise Done some walking round with heavy stuff but don't know what that burnt so I am going to say none. Total net ca...

Ok so weighed in today and gained 600 grams since yesterday, it is time to cease the self-loathing and bingeing. So this time I am being sensible and lowering my calorie intake less drastic so I don't give in to binges. Eating super healthy and drinking plenty of water. So my calorie intake atm is going to be set at 600-800 calories and then when I feel that is too much I will drop it down to 400-600 and then get back under 350 again. I am finally joining the gym next week cannot wait. Also I got a sprouting kit so I am going to be eating lots of sprouts which are really low in calories. And wow I have 2 more new followers thanks girls :). JB xoxo